You don't want to know about me. Well, you think you do but then you get to know me and you realize what a trainwreck I am. I'm messy, I complain a lot, I'm either really happy or really sad, I can't keep a relationship to save my life and I'm pretty sure my friends are annoyed by me as much as I'm annoyed by them. But I'm working on it. Whether it's fixable or not I think that's all anyone can really ask of me. I'm trying. Granted I've been trying half my life to be a better person but you have to start somewhere. I've come to a place where I forgive those who have mislead me and I forgive myself for being allowed to be mislead.

If that makes any sense.

I freak out over little things, sometimes I get depressed.I'm manic. It's crazy but if you knew me you'd know just how much I am not exaggerating right now...

I often tell people too much information. Not because I'm an open book, but because I get nervous in front of new people.

Sometimes I laugh too hard.

Sometimes I cry too often.

I like to think I'm generally happy, but I guess I'd have to step outside myself to really be able to tell.

Lately I've reached a sense of peace. And I like that.

Music, Life, Love (or lack thereof), Shows, Reading, performance art, Anything comical, Poetry

And you know will know us by the trail of dead..., The 88, Acceptance, Air, The Album, Leaf, Anberlin, Antony and the Johnsons, The Arcade Fire, Armor For Sleep, The Beatles, Belle & Sebastian, Ben Kweller, Bloc Party, Boy Kill Boy, Bright Eyes, The Cinematics, Coldplay, Damien Rice, The Dandy Warhols, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Gahan, David Ford, David Gray, David Vandervelde, Death Cab For Cutie, Decemberists, The Dresden Dolls, Echo & the Bunnyman, Elliott, Elliott Smith, Explosions in the Sky, The Faint, Feist, The Films, The Flaming Lips, The Fratellis, Frou Frou, Get Set Go, Greg Laswell, Gym Class Heroes, The Honorary Title, Hot Hot Heat, The Hush Sound, Imogen Heap, Interpol, Iron & Wine, Jack's Mannequin, James Blunt, Jeff Buckley, Jimmy Chamberlin Complex, John Lennon, Jon Brion, Keane, The Killers, Last Days of April, Louis Armstrong, Magnet, Michael Jackson, MIKA, Modest Mouse, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Nat King Cole, Nick Drake, Nina Simone, Nouvelle Vague, ELO, Patrick Watson, Paul McCartney, Peter Gabriel, Playradioplay!, The Police, The Postal Service, the Pre-sets, Pretty girls make graves, Queen, Radiohead, The Ramones, Regina Spektor, Rogue Wave, Rufus Wainwright, Ryan Adams, The Shins, Shiny Toy Guns, Sigur Ros, Silversun Pickups, Spoon, Stars, Stephen Fretwell, Steve Tannen, Sting, The Strokes, Sufjan Stevens, T.Rex, This Beautiful Mess, Thursday, Travis, U2, Usher, The Weepies, The Who, Wilco, Xiu Xiu, Youth Group +many many more.

Elephant, The Breakfast Club, Pretty In Pink, Sixteen Candles, Cruel Intentions, Labyrinth, Closer, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Garden State, Gypsy 83, Jesus Is Magic, Office Space, Peices of April, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Rules of Attraction, Running With Scissors, The Notebook, Love Actually, Napoleon Dynamite, Peter Pan, Fight Club, The Science Of Sleep, Party Monster, House Of Yes ( it's not a gun it's a camera...), Goonies, god I can't remember anything...

Friends, So You Think You Can Dance? (to practice my movess), SNL... there's really nothing amazing on TV anymore...., AH PETE AND PETE! ha...

"Invisible Monsters", "The Little Prince", "The Old Man And The Sea", "The Dirt", "Catcher in The Rye", "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower", "The Temple Of Gold", "Les Liaisons Dangereuses", "Running With Scissors", "Lord Of The Flies", "The Lovely Bones", "Rules Of Attraction", "Harry Potter" (Duh), "Alice In Wonderland", "Through the Looking Glass", "Peter Pan", "The Great Gatsby"